My Covenant God

You're my encouragement, the one and only who will ever fill the void.

I know how I can stray
And how fast my heart could change
Empty me
Of the selfishness inside
Every vain ambition
And the poison of my pride
And any foolish thing my heart holds to
Lord empty me of me
So I can be
Filled with you

Put Your Light in my eyes and let me see

Have a Listen

Don't know where to begin
Its like my world's caving in
And I try but I can't control my fear
Where do I go from here?

Sometimes it's so hard to pray
When You feel so far away
But I am willing to go
Where you want me to
God, I trust You

The first few lines just sums up a lot of the things that are going through my mind... the anxiety that sometimes stirs up.
Maybe it's that I just don't feel good enough about myself... There's more than just that. More that suffocates me from time to time.
But ahh... yes.
Trust.
Let go.
A repetition of these words have been rolling around.

Here Goes - Bebo Norman
Here goes nothing
Here goes everything
Gotta reach for something
Or you'll fall for anything

Take a breath, take a step
What comes next
God only knows

Oh! And dinner tonight... was a total failure on my part =(
Anyways. Good night all <3

Miss you already

COME BACK!!!
It's only been a day...
And I have never felt less healthy T_T
-cries-
WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO WITHOUT YOU???
DARN YOU FROZEN VEGETABLES >_>

Anyways.
I just had a great time learning a new song on the guitar.
Twas great it was =D
Now back to studying =(
I have never tried so hard to study for something as insignificant as a quiz.
AHHH
Tis difficult to focus. I think there is something terribly wrong with me.
=( I think it's all these years of not focusing on doing hw/studying, thinking I can just wing it.... It's built up so bad that I'm so used to these habits that it's freakishly hard to break away from.
I'M STILL TRYING. AND PRAISE THE LORD FOR KEEPING ME AT IT
Oh how I love you.
BACK TO WORK I GO

Move

Determination is deciding it's worth it to finish what you've started.
Bottom line: Keep doing what you should do because God says you can.
Can I get a thumbs up?

Man... I'm quite loving the KFC here.
I'm just reading through the lesson that I'm suppose to have for the kids today and... to be put in this ministry has been such a blessing for me.
So far, the lessons I'm suppose to cover has in some way been a lesson for me too.
Biblical stories, passages and such are things I would like to know more about. They are things that I also want to learn, and I guess I just missed out a lot of that as a kid.
It's not just KFC I'm enjoying, but going to Sunday School has been something I look forward to... unlike before haha. For the things that I am involved in or been apart of, KFC, the worship team, sunday school, C&C... I've been loving it.
To be honest, it's been a struggle in many aspects, and I won't specify how but God knows what's goin on. In some ways I guess my patience has run thin, and I just really want to be a stronger person and step out of my shell.
I don't just want to believe that God has something for me, I want to know that God does have plans for me, and I don't want other thoughts to sway me from that.
No matter how difficult the road... I want to keep walking.

I want to hold the hand that holds the world

Closer

Everything I do just feels the same
Spending my life out in the desert
Then gone so long feels like forever

I just want to be closer to You
I just want to be closer, I am Yours
You can have all of me anything, everything
I just want to be closer

Absolutely

Only You have all of me
I cannot contain my adoration
I'm in love so desperately

No one is as lovely as You are
There is no one else who has my heart

Jesus You have me completely
Every breath I breathe
I am absolutely in love

Number 12

And I love You Lord
You rescued me
You are all that I want
You’re all that I need

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You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same

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