Day 23

Describe what you spend most of your time on.

Internet. That's about it =(

Manstration

I seriously think that it is a real thing.
There is no doubt in my mind.

Turtleee

Wish that was what happened to mahh turtle!!!!
Hmm... I want to watch Ponyo! I thinks I will do that now.

Day 22

What made you smile the most today?

Teehee, Courtney said H-null in the same way Xuey would. Made me laugh and smile =)

Day 21

How has your life changed over the past year?

Hmmm...
I'd say it has changed quite a bit. Not really in terms of how I look, more like the way I think. It was quite the challenge to go to church regularly due to some... issues I had with myself, and so that is a drastic change for me. It may not seem that way to yooooou... but for me it's a big step. These reasons remain confidential... lol.
Let's see, I can say that I like myself better. That's another step in life that is quite the change. It's not like I didn't like the way I looked or whatever, it was more of a... I wasn't quite comfortable in my own skin. I felt very awkward (not that I don't now, just less) around people, I didn't know quite what to say... ya.
Coming to know Jesus more, to know God more were steps in my life that made me happier, and stronger. So ya!

I know I missed a day..... but whatever, BITE ME!

Guarded

Above all else, guard your heart,
for everything you do flows from it.

Proverbs 4:23

I've Got You

When I know I'm not alone,
and I have You by my side to walk with me....
It's not so bad when I close my eyes
and really think about it.
I can't be alone if You're there.

It was You, it is You, and will always be You.

5... 4... 3... 2...

Oh.
Here we go again.

Day 20

What did you eat today?

I aaaaaaaateee... some french toast, peanut butter samich, scrambled eggs, and that's all so far for today. The french toast and scrambled eggs were made by brother-mom, fanks duuude.

Day 19

Write about your last birthday and how you plan to spend your upcoming birthday.

My birthday was pretty cool. I don't recall actually doing something on my birthday aside from turning 18. Mmm... The birthday party I had was a whole different story though. It was not a very good day, it started out great... but ya.... it didn't go so well near the end. Not at all.. >_>

My upcoming birthday... To be honest... after last year's lesson, I don't really want to do anything. I might just do something with F4, MK, JF, JD, and TF and maybe a couple others too since people from out of town are coming back.. and most of all my favorite Ailin is back!! I miss them peoples <3
I'm not exactly excited to turn 19 so... we'll keep things on the dl.

Among the Thirsty

Blue skies above
Oceans below
Nobody else in between
Catching my breath
Seeing Your face
No longer just in my dreams

I wanna stay here
Lost in Your shadow
Safe from the battle
Oh, I want to stay here
With You forever
This is where I want to be

Holding my hand
Finally free
I see forever from here
Where I'm alive
Where I belong
Where everything else disappears

...

Inside your arms
I am safe and I'm secure
With all that You've done
How could I ever ask for more?

Dear little 15 year olds....

We live in Calgary.
Yes.
I just had to point that out in case you all forgot.
Calgary has weather PMS, you should know that by now!
THAT MEAAAAANSS....
Just cause it's been kinda nice out for a few days, it does NOT, I repeat... NOT, mean that it will stay that way for the next few days.
SO PUT SOME CLOTHES ON.
It's still snowing outside, and your bare legs will not like you for what you put them through...
That also means.... WEAR A JACKET, a hoodie will simply not do.
That is all.
Kkthnxbai.

Day 18

Post one confession/secret.

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Day 17

Bullet your day.

- Woke up
- Did my normal bathroom routine
- Ate yogurt
- Faye picked me up
- Went to Sociology
- Went to Religion
- Microwaved my food
- Hung out at TFD Library with Tammy
- Hung out with Kitty, Courtney, Jeff til class started
- Went to CompSci
- Kitty's mom drove me home
- Sitting here blogging

THAT'S ALL

MULAAAAN

Aweee

What Are Words..

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then it's on
When it's love
Yeah, you see them as lover's words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel would say
Just from me and now know I'm meant
To be where I am and I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then it's off
When it's love
Yeah, you see them as lover's words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Day 16

Upload a picture of your room and talk about your room.



This is a picture of my old room. It actually looks almost like my new room without all the posters. I don't feel comfortable posting pictures of my new room lol. Anyways. I loved this room. Actually, we'll call it MY ROOM because it was... the one place I always felt the safest. My room... was the place to be... for me =)
I prayed there, I cried there, I called my crush there, I acted like a fool there, I expressed my anger there, I let everything out in my room. It was the one place I never had to hide who I was. It was the one place I could just... be me, have some me time... and feel safe. Safe as in, it was the place I knew no one could judge me for being me, it gave me time to think about things and yaaa... I spent maybe 13 years of my life in that room. It was a good room, my favorite place to be at the end of the day.. The place where I could shut myself from the world and create my very own world to hide. The place where I could lie in bed, look up at the ceiling and create pictures from the little dots there and let loose my imaginative canons hahaha.
I miss that room a lot actually. I never wanted to move away from my old house. I didn't want to leave that room and move into a new foreign room. I didn't want to leave the only place I thought I could call home.

Day 15

Write about something you worry about a lot.

I worry a lot about what I'm going to do as a career.. or rather, what I want to do with my life.
It's a never ending cycle with that topic =(

Day 14

Post your favorite book, favorite movie, favorite band, and favorite food.

Favorite book: I don't really have a favorite book... I do have a favorite series though. I haven't been reading for a very long time, sooo it's still the Pendragon series. I love those kinds of books that take me on an adventure, and allows me to use my imagination to explore.

Favorite movie: Again, I don't have a favorite movie. I think... a movie I would watch again because I like it so much is A Millionaire's First Love. It's a sad movie that I just really really enjoy. Hmm... Or Spirited Away. Or the Inuyasha movie Affections Touching Across Time hehe

Favorite Band: Again, again, I don't have a favorite band. BUT, I've been listening to a lot of Starfield lately

Favorite Food: I love them potatoes =)

Arms of Love

My heart is glad that You've called me Your own.
There's no place I'd rather be than
In Your arms of love,
In Your arms of love.
Holding me still, holding me near,
In Your arms of love.

Cause You're the only one who would never hurt me.