You called, and You shouted
Broke through my deafness
Now I'm breathing in and breathing out
I'm alive again
You shattered my darkness
Washed away my blindness
Now I'm breathing in and breathing out
I'm alive again
Another year of YC!
Every time I go to YC, it's a different experience, each time I get something different.
This time around, I was just sooooo tired. It's strange how tired I got.
I really liked the bands that played.
Some of the more memorable bands/people were: Lincoln Brewster, Matt Maher (Dude has an amaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazing voice ESPECIALLY live), and of course Starfield.
Despite wanting to fall asleep lots, I still got bits and pieces from the services, and workshops. However, getting from all of them isn't the most important thing for me... It's living it.
I frequently forget these things, but this time, I really want to start living it.
Anyways. It was nice to go up to YC again, but I really don't know if I'll go again. But we'll see!
sooo ya!
Monday, May 30, 2011
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
IHM
Sooo... it appears I have hit a roadblock in my Bible reading once again.
-Sigh-
The moment I tell myself that, oh I'll read it tomorrow, I never seem to get back to it.
IT'S SO BAD.
Well, I shouldn't make any excuses, but I'm trying really hard to get past the part with the lamps, and the table... and stuff in the old testament. Anyways.
This reminds me... I still want to go to Blessings. I've been wanting to go... for a while now, I just never got around to it.
Soo.. I have to go back to school soon.... I'm not going to know anyone. My cousin bailed on me and JMF couldn't get into it. -sigh-
Maybe I'll make a friend, and maybe I won't be confined to only my asian friends... Mayhaps my circle of friends will grow.
I still need to work on lesson planning for DVBS, eventually start to study some theory and get my grade 10 piano cert, and.... some other things.
But on the bright side.
YC is this weekend, hurray!
I look forward to Starfield, I've been slightly obsessed with their music this past year.
And...
That's all!
-Sigh-
The moment I tell myself that, oh I'll read it tomorrow, I never seem to get back to it.
IT'S SO BAD.
Well, I shouldn't make any excuses, but I'm trying really hard to get past the part with the lamps, and the table... and stuff in the old testament. Anyways.
This reminds me... I still want to go to Blessings. I've been wanting to go... for a while now, I just never got around to it.
Soo.. I have to go back to school soon.... I'm not going to know anyone. My cousin bailed on me and JMF couldn't get into it. -sigh-
Maybe I'll make a friend, and maybe I won't be confined to only my asian friends... Mayhaps my circle of friends will grow.
I still need to work on lesson planning for DVBS, eventually start to study some theory and get my grade 10 piano cert, and.... some other things.
But on the bright side.
YC is this weekend, hurray!
I look forward to Starfield, I've been slightly obsessed with their music this past year.
And...
That's all!
Monday, May 16, 2011
We all bleed red...
I love them country music sometimes =)
It's such a big full moon out tonight!!! Skies are so clear.
Makes me want to drive forever, but I'm such a hazard today T_T
So many close calls =(
Oh driving... why do we have such a love/hate relationship?
I really don't think I can do another day of first aid training
it makes me want to throw a pebble at a small animal.....
?
Oh......... the truth in this.
It's such a big full moon out tonight!!! Skies are so clear.
Makes me want to drive forever, but I'm such a hazard today T_T
So many close calls =(
Oh driving... why do we have such a love/hate relationship?
I really don't think I can do another day of first aid training
it makes me want to throw a pebble at a small animal.....
?
Oh......... the truth in this.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Dear Room
YOU'RE SO HARD TO CLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN.
Somebody wanna help me organize my stuff?
T_T
I need something to hold all my stuffed animals so I can sleep at night without having a million different things suffocate me in my sleep, along with other things falling on my head.
THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING THAT CAN HOLD THEM ALL WHILE STILL ALLOWING ME TO SEE THEM...
or maybe.. it's time to donate some..............................
No.
That's not happening.
Somebody wanna help me organize my stuff?
T_T
I need something to hold all my stuffed animals so I can sleep at night without having a million different things suffocate me in my sleep, along with other things falling on my head.
THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING THAT CAN HOLD THEM ALL WHILE STILL ALLOWING ME TO SEE THEM...
or maybe.. it's time to donate some..............................
No.
That's not happening.
Friday, May 13, 2011
Oh hot daay-um...
Living, He loved me
Dying, He saved me
Buried, He carried my sins far away
Rising, He justified freely forever
One day He’s coming
Oh glorious day, oh glorious day
^ Now that's what I'm talking about =D
By now, i'm going crazy. Looking at the university student center makes me really sad. When will I know what I want to do as a career goal? I mean, having just one thing to aim for is better than nothing but why is it so hard to do even that?
Ugghhhhhhh....!!!!
I need to make up mind...
Which leads me to a lot of other things.
For the things that I'd actually like to do. Do I really need to fill some sort of a role? What if I can never be like that? What if I don't have that faith in myself to do something like that? What if... all I need is support instead of people just telling me things I already know about myself, and what I need to change.
It just feels like God is telling me something different. I don't know if it's God or not to be honest. I never do. It's really hard to listen for God's voice because I never know if it's Him, or if He's ever even said anything to me. People come and say, oh ya, that was God for sure. Well... why am I the only one still left in the dark not really know if that's true or not?
I have such a hard time making a decision... for anything. I'm very capable of getting things done on my own. Unfortunately, I just prefer not doing them on my own. And that's when people should not help me. EVER.
What I'd like... I think is for people to just support me in the decisions I make. Even when I make the wrong ones, especially when I actually step up to do something.
I have this fear of being critiqued for everything that I do. I hate being judged... it's literally like a fear. Just a little something about myself.
I get really really anxious and things just go downhill after that stage.
But ya. Hopefully things change. I've really been working hard to change those aspects about me. It's just that fears are fears, to overcome them is hard, and thankfully, God has given me time and opportunities to face them.
Things are getting really stressful. It makes me more prone to becoming irritated. So hopefully these issues will be resolved.
All I know for now.. is that God will come through... even though things really aren't looking up for me right now.
Any ways. I'm feeling very hungry.
Happy birthday Pops. Brazilian buffet here we come =D
So many people in this world...
but I hear you calling out my name
=)
Dying, He saved me
Buried, He carried my sins far away
Rising, He justified freely forever
One day He’s coming
Oh glorious day, oh glorious day
^ Now that's what I'm talking about =D
By now, i'm going crazy. Looking at the university student center makes me really sad. When will I know what I want to do as a career goal? I mean, having just one thing to aim for is better than nothing but why is it so hard to do even that?
Ugghhhhhhh....!!!!
I need to make up mind...
Which leads me to a lot of other things.
For the things that I'd actually like to do. Do I really need to fill some sort of a role? What if I can never be like that? What if I don't have that faith in myself to do something like that? What if... all I need is support instead of people just telling me things I already know about myself, and what I need to change.
It just feels like God is telling me something different. I don't know if it's God or not to be honest. I never do. It's really hard to listen for God's voice because I never know if it's Him, or if He's ever even said anything to me. People come and say, oh ya, that was God for sure. Well... why am I the only one still left in the dark not really know if that's true or not?
I have such a hard time making a decision... for anything. I'm very capable of getting things done on my own. Unfortunately, I just prefer not doing them on my own. And that's when people should not help me. EVER.
What I'd like... I think is for people to just support me in the decisions I make. Even when I make the wrong ones, especially when I actually step up to do something.
I have this fear of being critiqued for everything that I do. I hate being judged... it's literally like a fear. Just a little something about myself.
I get really really anxious and things just go downhill after that stage.
But ya. Hopefully things change. I've really been working hard to change those aspects about me. It's just that fears are fears, to overcome them is hard, and thankfully, God has given me time and opportunities to face them.
Things are getting really stressful. It makes me more prone to becoming irritated. So hopefully these issues will be resolved.
All I know for now.. is that God will come through... even though things really aren't looking up for me right now.
Any ways. I'm feeling very hungry.
Happy birthday Pops. Brazilian buffet here we come =D
So many people in this world...
but I hear you calling out my name
=)
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Time for Tako
I am feeling sooooooo tired right now.
Lots of mall walking, and more walking later in the day.
Wow... Walking makes me tired... how sad.
I really don't want my spring course to start. Like really really don't want it to start. That means I have to go through it again. I think I should start reading, and study up on it.
It's really funny because I noticed how much I don't go on the internet when I don't have school. I don't go on facebook much, I don't do anything much on the interweb. However, during school, it was like a consistent usage of my laptop, going on it every chance I get.....
What's wrong with me?? lol
I'm really enjoying the weather these days. It's nice not seeing just white and brown everywhere. Green makes the world seem so much nicer. It's nice to see blue skies and oh right, the sun.
I'm really really feeling like doing hot yoga, or just yoga. Should be fun!
Lots of mall walking, and more walking later in the day.
Wow... Walking makes me tired... how sad.
I really don't want my spring course to start. Like really really don't want it to start. That means I have to go through it again. I think I should start reading, and study up on it.
It's really funny because I noticed how much I don't go on the internet when I don't have school. I don't go on facebook much, I don't do anything much on the interweb. However, during school, it was like a consistent usage of my laptop, going on it every chance I get.....
What's wrong with me?? lol
I'm really enjoying the weather these days. It's nice not seeing just white and brown everywhere. Green makes the world seem so much nicer. It's nice to see blue skies and oh right, the sun.
I'm really really feeling like doing hot yoga, or just yoga. Should be fun!
Wednesday, May 04, 2011
Sunday, May 01, 2011
You
Your light will lead me home...
Because You are home to me.
I'll sleep well at tonight
knowing He who never sleeps is by my side
cause You're here with me for life.
Because You are home to me.
I'll sleep well at tonight
knowing He who never sleeps is by my side
cause You're here with me for life.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Paper Planes
You'll always know my heart.
Forever and ever, no matter what time of the day, even though the rest of world is out of reach or asleep.
I'll have Your wings to hide under, and You'll hold my heart in the very palm of Your hands.
When I need comfort, You're the first one there.
Don't ever give up on me, even though I'll sometimes do that to myself...
You're my strong hold, keeping everything together.
You hold the weight of the world
Still i don't slip through your hands
Your love is bigger
Than just an ocean built by man
I fall again and again
But you whisper you're still mine.
You feel the pain of the world
But You never push mine aside.
And You reach for me
With a love that quiets all my fears
And You reach for me
Like a father wipes away the tears
So many people in this world
But i hear You calling out my name.
You reach for me.
Now i'm never gonna be the same.
You know all of my fears
There's nothing your eyes can't see.
When i tried to give up
Lord you never gave up on me.
I give you all of my hopes and dreams
I lay them down.
Of all the place i've looked
You're the one truth i have found.
REACH - PETER FURLER
From paper planes to foreign skies
You sustain my wings in flight
With You home stays in sight
PAPER PLANES - AMANDA FALKS
Forever and ever, no matter what time of the day, even though the rest of world is out of reach or asleep.
I'll have Your wings to hide under, and You'll hold my heart in the very palm of Your hands.
When I need comfort, You're the first one there.
Don't ever give up on me, even though I'll sometimes do that to myself...
You're my strong hold, keeping everything together.
You hold the weight of the world
Still i don't slip through your hands
Your love is bigger
Than just an ocean built by man
I fall again and again
But you whisper you're still mine.
You feel the pain of the world
But You never push mine aside.
And You reach for me
With a love that quiets all my fears
And You reach for me
Like a father wipes away the tears
So many people in this world
But i hear You calling out my name.
You reach for me.
Now i'm never gonna be the same.
You know all of my fears
There's nothing your eyes can't see.
When i tried to give up
Lord you never gave up on me.
I give you all of my hopes and dreams
I lay them down.
Of all the place i've looked
You're the one truth i have found.
REACH - PETER FURLER
From paper planes to foreign skies
You sustain my wings in flight
With You home stays in sight
PAPER PLANES - AMANDA FALKS
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Anthem Lights
I wanna know You like that
To live, to love
With everything I am
To give it all
I wanna know You like that
To become
A man after Your heart
And not look back
I wanna know You like that
To live, to love
With everything I am
To give it all
I wanna know You like that
To become
A man after Your heart
And not look back
I wanna know You like that
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Hai derr
4 down!!!!!!!
One more to go =)
I feel as though exams have been never ending.
I just want this to be over T_T
Then.. I can finally go shopping!!!!!
I don't remember the last time I've been shopping so.... ya, I really need to get out there.
After running around the field, playing some basketball and stuff, I feel pretty good.
Exercise deemed helpful on Easter Sunday !!
I'm just happy I got to spend some time with some good friends, hanging out, DOING SOMETHING, and having a good time.
Usually with some of my other friends, for most of the time we're hanging out, it's mostly just sitting around trying to figure out what to do >_>. In most cases we end up not doing anything...
Anyways, nonetheless I still love doing nothing with them.
Do do doooo..
Time to crack down on my Stats !!!!!
... Should be a ball.
One more to go =)
I feel as though exams have been never ending.
I just want this to be over T_T
Then.. I can finally go shopping!!!!!
I don't remember the last time I've been shopping so.... ya, I really need to get out there.
After running around the field, playing some basketball and stuff, I feel pretty good.
Exercise deemed helpful on Easter Sunday !!
I'm just happy I got to spend some time with some good friends, hanging out, DOING SOMETHING, and having a good time.
Usually with some of my other friends, for most of the time we're hanging out, it's mostly just sitting around trying to figure out what to do >_>. In most cases we end up not doing anything...
Anyways, nonetheless I still love doing nothing with them.
Do do doooo..
Time to crack down on my Stats !!!!!
... Should be a ball.
Monday, April 25, 2011
Crying out to you
Savior, please take my hand
I work so hard, I live so fast
This life begins, and then it ends
And I do the best that I can, but I don't know how long I'll last
I try to be so tough
But I'm just not strong enough
I can't do this alone, God I need You to hold on to me
I try to be good enough
But I'm nothing without Your love
Savior, please keep saving me
Savior, please help me stand
I fall so hard, I fade so fast
Will You begin right where I end
And be the God of all I am because You're all I have
Hallelujah
Everything You are to me
Is everything I'll ever need
And I am learning to believe
That I don't have to prove a thing
'Cause You're the one who's saving me
Friday, April 22, 2011
Boom
I WANT TO GO OUTSIDE TO PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
I hate it when the nice weather taunts me =(
ARRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it when the nice weather taunts me =(
ARRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Yours
You picked me up without barely any introduction
You won my heart by a landslide
You tend to do that every time
So, everything I have is Yours now
Even my very life
So, this is what it feels like to live life
So, this is breathing air for the very first time
The Son of man, He came here to give life
And in return He asking for my will
I've Been captured by grace
I'm not going away
I'm Yours to take
You won my heart by a landslide
You tend to do that every time
So, everything I have is Yours now
Even my very life
So, this is what it feels like to live life
So, this is breathing air for the very first time
The Son of man, He came here to give life
And in return He asking for my will
I've Been captured by grace
I'm not going away
I'm Yours to take
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Be My Everything
I came across this video after hearing Pastor.. I believe it was Pastor...
Well it was after hearing this song after worship.
I was only really looking for the song but this video stuns me.
It kind of just stopped me from doing whatever I was doing to watch it.
It was as though there was something telling me: Wait. Hold on. Pause for a moment.
Stop.
Take a bit of time to watch it!
Maybe it won't mean anything to you, but ya, thought I'd share it.
I really enjoyed something like this and got me thinking a lot.
Kind of just pulls on my heart strings.
Well it was after hearing this song after worship.
I was only really looking for the song but this video stuns me.
It kind of just stopped me from doing whatever I was doing to watch it.
It was as though there was something telling me: Wait. Hold on. Pause for a moment.
Stop.
Take a bit of time to watch it!
Maybe it won't mean anything to you, but ya, thought I'd share it.
I really enjoyed something like this and got me thinking a lot.
Kind of just pulls on my heart strings.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Speak into my life
I will love you for you
Not for what you have done or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love, the love that you never knew
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13:13
Not for what you have done or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love, the love that you never knew
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13:13
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