Pink Lemonade

What's the last thing I'm going to think about tonight?
It would have been stratigraphy and plate tectonics, Lyell, Sir William Smith and De Buffon... if I didn't have to do my essay...

What's my essay on?
Death and the underworld.
Yaay.....

AHH DAAANAAAA, FOCUS ALREADY!!

It's that time of year...

You know what the best part about going into finals is?
Knowing that even if you fail the test, you'll pass the course.

I just spent a few minutes of my time to calculate the approximate grade I would get depending on my finals test mark. Of course it would be best not to fail the test at all... I needed a little boost before I could continue studying. Everything keeps going over my head as I read. So far, reading has done me well, I really wish that my classes had more calculations involved with the material. Math makes everything better.
Oh... how I miss math....

It was the one course I did well on. Everything was so straightforward. There's only one answer no matter how you do the question, and if you did a lot of practice questions over and over again, a good grade was in prospective.
Math.... <3

HIMYM

How I Met your Mother.... My new TBBT

Big Bang

Why you gotta disappoint?

Tumblr

Tumblr me: http://chiibee-rawr.tumblr.com/

I haven't actually written anything on it...
I just like to reblog some of the things that I come across.

Temptations

This

Ahaha

Hilaaarious =)

AWW!

AWW!! ♥

That is all 

Jayesslee

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

I dare you to move

I love Jayesslee so much =)
The two of them together make music sound so extraordinary.
I bet it has something with twin power.
They made this song sound so much better than the original... There's nothing wrong with Switchfoot, I just really really love Jaylesslee.
Maybe it's the way they present themselves through youtube, but I honestly admire their personalities. The traits that they have make me wish I could be just like them.
I really hope I will get to meet them or hear them sing live one day =D

I'm working on a project right now for one of my classes and for the very first time.. I'm the one carrying out most of the work. Usually it's the other way around so I don't mind very much. It would just be a lot more easier if the rest of my group (aside from the one) could carry out their share.
I don't know what it is about school, but it really drags me down, and I hardly ever see my friends... or anyone as a matter of fact... It's gettin pretty lonely here in the Uni. I really hope things pick up...

I'm not feeling as stressed but at the same time finals are drawing closer and closer. I still have so much that i need to get started on. Things like two giant papers coming up, a bunch of finals I need to start early to study for and getting my crap together. All in all... what I really want is to take a breather from school. It almost feels like suffocation. It always seems like I have to be thinking about something related to school and if any deadlines are coming up. All of this is taking a toll on my relationships and my sanity. I feel like i'm going crazy.

And... To whoever is reading this, I'm really asking for prayer. Prayer to help me keep God first, to lean on Him, to keep me sane for school, and to pass this semester's courses. I don't want to fail anymore classes, nor do I want any more bad grades. I don't think my GPA can stand it >_>
So.. I'll thank you in advance =)

TBBT

Dear Sheldon,

 After last week's episode I wasn't sure if I could see you the same anymore...
But you proved yourself this week to be the weird man who has no affections for anything other than cats and now birds.
The flame of love for Big Bang has restarted and burning brightly <3
That was a great episode =)

Madara

I don't like where the story of Naruto is headed. It's getting pretty dark and I don't like that. And tell me why its the old people that die in such a sad way.... it makes me very sad inside. Dead people coming back alive is not fun times.
I couldn't continue reading D. Grayman because it creeps me out, Death Note was on the verge of doing too and I would really like to stop pick up dark and creepy edged manga to read.
However, I did start reading One Piece and it's actually super good! I recommend it that people start reading if you haven't already... I'm hundreds of chapters away from catching up but that just means I have less cliff hangers to go through.

And noooow... It's time to ramble about school.
I just had my OPMA midterm... and despite everyone telling me it's an easy class... anything that involves memorizing business terms deters me from doing any studying.... and there I was... in my exam without a clue of any of the answers =(
Studying at school helped a lot than studying at home. I have come to the conclusion that studying with people helps me do what I need to. Studying by myself is a big no no. I'm glad I found this out before I'm kicked out of school.
Anyways, that is all.
BYE NOW!

Proposal

I can't finish it... It's late...
Midterm on Wednesday....
Someone save me =(

Blah blah blah something something Demeter and Persephone

WARNING: If you're looking for something interesting to read.... STOP NOW.

The following is boring, random and potentially a waste of your time. 

I want to sleep....

Tomorrow is going to be a long day...

Technically tomorrow is today.

I wish I didn't have to do this midterm. There are too many greek gods, myths and periods of times to remember. And can anyone help me with OPMA??? I have no idea what's going on in my assignment. Gaaaaaaaaaaaah.... I have to write a proposal by next week too... And a paper for my TA in GRST.... 

Everything feels so overwhelming....

And this is what happens when I feel overwhelmed... I sit and I feel stressed and I do nothing. 

This is how my procrastination comes to be.

In case the readers of this blog were interested. I don't think you are. 

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ya.

Cool story bro will not apply to my rambling because I gave a warning at the beginning.

And again. I dislike that phrase with a molten lava of passion. 

OKAY I'M DONE NOOOOW...

My brain kind of froze while studying so I decided to blog away.

Halfway through my blog my brain froze again... Sooooo... I'm going to stop

BYE... I'M SO TIIIRED....

Naruto

Dear the Naruto series,

You are a jerk. You know that? A giant jerk. I thought all those cliff hangers came to an end and now you just pop one up cause you feel like it hey? What the heck. This is so uncool. I thought all those "mysteries" had a solid foundation and we were all on ground so as to unravel the ending. 

I've been following you since 6th grade... That's 8 years now... EIGHT YEARS.

JUST END ALREADY.

oh.

p.s. Greek and Roman studies 209... you're a jerk too

It has got to be You

I asked You for life, and You sent your son to die for me. 
I asked You for hope, You came in the night and gave me a dream. 
I asked You for freedom, You broke every chain and gave me the keys. 
I asked You for love never-ending and every day You surround me

You are my biggest supporter, my strongest pillar, my most stable foundation and the only one in my life who will never stop listening....
Without You I would never have found the strength to try and ask them again, and I can only keep praying that You reveal yourself to them and the rest of my family. Everything is on your time, and I'll always need the constant reminder of that

Seven times seventy times

The world will try to battle for my heart... 
But the war is already won.

 I've been listening to Chris August lately and I really like his music, it's all so different. I am really liking it quite a bit. So, DVBS is done.. Wow, those 6 weeks that I thought were so long and tiresome is over.. And to be quite honest I do miss the kids, even the ones that I had to pray extra hard to love... Hah, just kidding, I honestly loved seeing each and every single one of their faces at one point inthe 6 weeks =P it leaves me with a bitter/sweet feeling. I'm glad that these 6 weeks are over because I was very very tired and I was looking forward to rest (even though summer camp wa just around the corner). But I was pretty sad to see the kids leave one by one out of the church... I mean, might never see some of these kids ever again and each of them had left a mark in my life. I'm suppose to have had this role of being the one to teach the kids about God and touch their lives with some Jesus but in turn I was really touched by these kids. And it was just a bit upsetting. 

Summer camp is over too.. It's pretty weird how everything is over. But like S said, there's no such thing as burning out, there is however, getting low on God, and what better thing to do than to be refilled? =)
It's been a tiring 2 months, the things that I got from camp has truly been a blessing to me, and camp gave me more than I expected. The effects of camp are still working in me now !

I do need to work on this thing called forgiveness and this thing called patience... Oooh and this thing called love. These three things... I really want to push myself to work on. Sometimes I just get consumed by these things. Just holding a grudge for extreme amounts of time, overthinking things when things take too long (I just end up going crazy), and the last thing of having this lack of love that ranges from people to the things that I really should appreciate more.
There is one more thing too... It's a pretty big one.
God... I really pray that you help me with this one. The one called...
Letting go.
Letting go of the things that hinder me from walking closer to you, the things that drag me far away from You.
Things like anger and selfishness.
What more do I need aside from You?
Help me place You above all else. =)

You've Won my Heart

Now I can...
Trade these ashes in for beauty
And wear forgiveness like a crown
Coming to kiss the feet of mercy
I lay every burden down
At the foot of the cross


Pastor always finds the most amazing, epic worship songs and I just really want to say that I'm really thankful for him, and he is such a blessing to the church.

I'M SO TIIIREEEDDD!!!!
The forth week is approaching at a fast and furious pace, and some of the children are getting on my nerves and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously, everyday makes me nervous and I never feel like I'm prepared enough for anything.
Anyways, I need some more game ideas to play with the little ones, soooooooooooo T_T gotta keep thinking.
Lalalalalalalaalaaaaaaaaaaa......

What the... Sumo wrestler?

So..... I'm looking at the new blogger...
I really don't know if I like it or not.
Maybe it's because I usually just prefer old formats... but I probably just need to get use to it.
Tomorrow is another day of the day camp.
I'm so tired...
Sitting has never felt better, and I really enjoy the little moments where I get to spend some time to myself.
Here are a few things that I really need to keep in mind:
I must keep God first. As busy as I feel, and as tired as I feel.. I need to stop making excuses for putting Him aside. If I want to level up, I gotta go for it, chase after it and do something about it.
I need to stop making excuses about which kids I'm going to give up communicating with. To be very honest, I don't have favourites. I just have ones that I prefer over others. This past week has made me realize just how much I like spending time with these kids and listening to what they like and what kind of things they enjoy doing. It makes me miss being a kid............. even though I was a very shy kid, those years were fun.
I should sleep earlier and stop going out so late... Even though it's summer and everything, I need the rest to keep up with the rest of them litto kiddens.

That is all for today. Tomorrow is the start of the second week.




I'm exhausted already.

Who's the King of the Jungle?

9-5 from Mondays to Wednesday + 43 kinds + about 8-10 volunteers + 3 stressed leaders = ..... I'd have to say... it's been a very good first 3 days.
We'll take out the parts where we screwed up on bits and pieces and we get something really fantastic.
The kids have reeked havoc already, I feel the pressure already, but I'm just glad this is happening.
I'm glad I'm getting out of my comfort circle, even though that's a strange thing to say.... but really, i'm happy that i'm learning how to organize certain things, getting to help these kids grow, and doing something I feel pretty satisfying at the end of the day.
I'm already sunburned, I need to drink more water, I am currently loving the silence.... And I am enjoying waking up early in the morning to see these kids.
This is definitely a smiley face moment.
I just really really hope my allergies go away though.
You know what's so great about God? He's always so providing. I gotta say... Even though I dont have a lot of volunteers, the quality of each and every single one of them makes up for the lack in numbers. They are so amazing and I just really appreciate every single one of them. Thanks all!!!!!
So.... Let's get the week over with and I can't wait to see a new batch of kids next week =)