A Feeling like today

I feel very old and wrinkly today
haha
I had the hardest time getting up in the morning today.
Oh maaan, and luckily i was only about 5 mins late for class.
Well.. i only went to that one class for math.
I hate skipping math.
It feels like i miss something really important, and...
i do.
Anywho....
I'm kinda mad that the school called my house saying I skipped
when clearly i was excused from classes because of IB exam.
And speaking of IB exams...
I feel like throwing myself into a little hole and covering it
with a plush blanket.
I am not exactly stressed.
Well I am, it's just that I know that I'm way too relaxed
yet at the same time i feel the pressure unfolding itself on me
like a an earthquake and along with a 9.5 on the richter scale.
Ya, i learned about that in math today for logarithm applications.
I love math.
haha
I am absolutely not prepared for this test
and yet i paid a ridiculous amount for it.
I agree with what everyone is saying, i literally dug my own grave,
drowned myself causing my lungs to be filled with water
thus collapsing my whole respiratory system.
I PAID FOR THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME.

Another thing i discovered is that,
the more i have to do,
and the amount of stress that builds up on me,
the more less i'm willing to do anything
and the more i'm procrastinating.
And let me tell you, NEVER, EVER,
start a drama in the middle of studying for an exam.
Worst mistake I made these past few weeks.
Now i'm left wallowing over the adorable scenes from Why Why Love.
Gosh, that is a cute drama.
Anyways.. I must get back to studying.
AND IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I'LL DO WELL ANYWAYS.
i'll probably get like a 2 despite all of this cramming
and studying til my brain and physical body is tried out.