I know we'll be in a good place, and I know we'll be okay.
You're wonderful =)
Monday, February 28, 2011
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Sleep don't like me
Waking up every 50 or so mins is so not cool.
Ughhhh... what's wrong with me?
Reading week is where I catch sufficient amounts of sleep in order to bear the next couple of months of school.
Actually. I really need to get on that studying thing, I wasted all of today doing nothing.
My excuse is that I wasn't feeling well so i was given a right (by myself of course) to do nothing.
Hurray.
Not so much. Maybe this loafing in bed had something to do with not being able to sleep now.
GAY.
I have unanswered prayers
I have trouble I wish wasn't there
And I have asked a thousand ways
That You would take my pain away
That You would take my pain away
I am trying to understand
How to walk this weary land
Make straight the paths that crookedly lie
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave Your hands
When You walked upon the Earth
You healed the broken, lost, and hurt
I know You hate to see me cry
One day You will set all things right
Yea, one day You will set all things right
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave Your hands
Your hands
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave You when...
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave...
I never leave Your hands
I can't get this song out of my head.
I never want to leave those hands.
The only things that keep me still.
I love you, God.
Ughhhh... what's wrong with me?
Reading week is where I catch sufficient amounts of sleep in order to bear the next couple of months of school.
Actually. I really need to get on that studying thing, I wasted all of today doing nothing.
My excuse is that I wasn't feeling well so i was given a right (by myself of course) to do nothing.
Hurray.
Not so much. Maybe this loafing in bed had something to do with not being able to sleep now.
GAY.
I have unanswered prayers
I have trouble I wish wasn't there
And I have asked a thousand ways
That You would take my pain away
That You would take my pain away
I am trying to understand
How to walk this weary land
Make straight the paths that crookedly lie
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave Your hands
When You walked upon the Earth
You healed the broken, lost, and hurt
I know You hate to see me cry
One day You will set all things right
Yea, one day You will set all things right
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave Your hands
Your hands
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave You when...
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave...
I never leave Your hands
I can't get this song out of my head.
I never want to leave those hands.
The only things that keep me still.
I love you, God.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Monday, February 14, 2011
Sleep = { }
I can't sleep.
soooo i'll just write a little blurb.
I was listening to Anthony talk about road directions today for sunday school and there was one thing that really struck out. He brought up how if there are some things in our lives that we believe we should let go, but it feels uncomfortable and slightly awkward to do so, it's probably the right thing to do. It's just that... as I was thinking back on... memories, what he said is true. For the times when I was unsure of what to do in a situation, and i had to decide to keep holding on to that certain thing, or let it go... letting go turned out to be very difficult, very uncomfortable. It's like uncertainty just clouded my mind. In the end, it turned out to be the right decision, the right thing, the right path to take. Taking that path not only led me to something greater, it turned out to be one of the best things that happened to me.
To get to where God wants me to be, I have to be aware of my caution signs, take a good look at what I'm doing, and turn around to find the right path.
I don't know where I'm going. It's scary not knowing which direction you're going in life, where's it's headed and what's really planned for me. Well. David keeps pressing this on me, and I'm really glad he does. Who holds my future? God does. When in doubt, look to Jesus, the answer's right in front of me.
Sometimes, I wonder how i can be such a blind fool.
Soooo... in the mean time, I just have to trust that in due time, God will show me the way. I won't run away... okay, so i'll try really hard not to. Running away is such an easy thing to do but just cause it's easy, doesn't mean it's the right path.
Man. I just love you, Lord.
Sunday school has been great. I love learning things I can apply to my life.
The bottom line?
Intentions don't bring us to our destination
soooo i'll just write a little blurb.
I was listening to Anthony talk about road directions today for sunday school and there was one thing that really struck out. He brought up how if there are some things in our lives that we believe we should let go, but it feels uncomfortable and slightly awkward to do so, it's probably the right thing to do. It's just that... as I was thinking back on... memories, what he said is true. For the times when I was unsure of what to do in a situation, and i had to decide to keep holding on to that certain thing, or let it go... letting go turned out to be very difficult, very uncomfortable. It's like uncertainty just clouded my mind. In the end, it turned out to be the right decision, the right thing, the right path to take. Taking that path not only led me to something greater, it turned out to be one of the best things that happened to me.
To get to where God wants me to be, I have to be aware of my caution signs, take a good look at what I'm doing, and turn around to find the right path.
I don't know where I'm going. It's scary not knowing which direction you're going in life, where's it's headed and what's really planned for me. Well. David keeps pressing this on me, and I'm really glad he does. Who holds my future? God does. When in doubt, look to Jesus, the answer's right in front of me.
Sometimes, I wonder how i can be such a blind fool.
Soooo... in the mean time, I just have to trust that in due time, God will show me the way. I won't run away... okay, so i'll try really hard not to. Running away is such an easy thing to do but just cause it's easy, doesn't mean it's the right path.
Man. I just love you, Lord.
Sunday school has been great. I love learning things I can apply to my life.
The bottom line?
Intentions don't bring us to our destination
Monday, February 07, 2011
So.... Quiet.... T_T
I've come to the conclusion that I never, ever, want to live alone T_T
It is very unpleasant.
On the other hand, being the nice sister I am, I shoveled the driveway! =D I never want to do that again. Snow is really heavy. Especially when there's so much of it. I was sweating a lot after it, Whew. It was definitely a work out, I will feel the burns tomorrow morning.
So... as much as I should be studying right now, this empty house is making me feel rather uncomfortable and unwilling to work. Actually. I'll just throw on some music and hope that my brother comes home soon.
OKAY, that is all!
It is very unpleasant.
On the other hand, being the nice sister I am, I shoveled the driveway! =D I never want to do that again. Snow is really heavy. Especially when there's so much of it. I was sweating a lot after it, Whew. It was definitely a work out, I will feel the burns tomorrow morning.
So... as much as I should be studying right now, this empty house is making me feel rather uncomfortable and unwilling to work. Actually. I'll just throw on some music and hope that my brother comes home soon.
OKAY, that is all!
Saturday, February 05, 2011
One Step at a Time
When I'm asking for what You want from me, I guess I was always expecting something extravagant. I don't know, but I think I wasn't looking in the right places when I asked. I learned that it's a process that happens one step at a time. Things don't just happen right away, they will gradually become more clear to me and it's all in God's timing.... not mine. Thank God for that.
Be patient and wait. You've pushed things into my heart and all I have to do... is listen. That's all. You'll do the rest.
Man, I just love You so much, God.
Hm. So, I realize that... trying to curl my hair when it's short... doesn't turn out too well. It was like waking up to a giant ball of fluff, quite literally. Actually, it was quite funny so I didn't wash it out because of the hilarity.
There's one thing I really miss... and that would be dim sum with the family. I remember I would go after service every Sunday with some of the family and we'd go have the dim sum at Regency Place. I remember getting really sick of going there, but now... I just really miss it. I miss family time actually. I miss spending time with my cousins, hanging out and just chillin. But... some of them are just too cool for me now haha. But, I'm thankful, like REALLY REALLY thankful that them kids are all relatively on the right path. I'm glad I was able to smack some good morals into them as children. I still worry about them though. Actually. I'm really just talking about 2 of my cousins haha.
Surprisingly enough. I've begun to study days before my tests. THIS IS AN ACCOMPLISHMENT. Like really. This hasn't happened for many years and I feel proud BUT I know I shouldn't get too proud because that would be bad. I hope that this studying pays off because if it doesn't, I know I'll go into my: oh-studying-doesn't-work-so-I-just-shouldn't-study-and-slack mode. SOOOOOO let's all make sure I don't go back into that phase.
Today was a good day and... DY, you're amazing. Thanks for today =)
Be patient and wait. You've pushed things into my heart and all I have to do... is listen. That's all. You'll do the rest.
Man, I just love You so much, God.
Hm. So, I realize that... trying to curl my hair when it's short... doesn't turn out too well. It was like waking up to a giant ball of fluff, quite literally. Actually, it was quite funny so I didn't wash it out because of the hilarity.
There's one thing I really miss... and that would be dim sum with the family. I remember I would go after service every Sunday with some of the family and we'd go have the dim sum at Regency Place. I remember getting really sick of going there, but now... I just really miss it. I miss family time actually. I miss spending time with my cousins, hanging out and just chillin. But... some of them are just too cool for me now haha. But, I'm thankful, like REALLY REALLY thankful that them kids are all relatively on the right path. I'm glad I was able to smack some good morals into them as children. I still worry about them though. Actually. I'm really just talking about 2 of my cousins haha.
Surprisingly enough. I've begun to study days before my tests. THIS IS AN ACCOMPLISHMENT. Like really. This hasn't happened for many years and I feel proud BUT I know I shouldn't get too proud because that would be bad. I hope that this studying pays off because if it doesn't, I know I'll go into my: oh-studying-doesn't-work-so-I-just-shouldn't-study-and-slack mode. SOOOOOO let's all make sure I don't go back into that phase.
Today was a good day and... DY, you're amazing. Thanks for today =)
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