How is God so good to someone like me?
This is something I will never understand....
And I don't think I'm someone who is meant to understand and comprehend His love for me.
This year has definitely been quite painful, but I really believe that through all this hurt... God has shown me the love he has for me more than ever.
Throughout the constant realizations of things within my life and just the constant obstacles that have been appearing, I've never been more loved in my life by trusting God.
Trusting in what?
Well.
Trusting that God is taking care of me.
It's been hard to have faith that anything in this world could help me through conflict and struggles in my life because people have proven to fail me at every turn.
But, when I really let go this time, the faith I have has carried me farther that I ever hoped it would go. Even if there was bad news, even if I failed at something, God has really taken care of me in the end.
I'm not worthy of this love.
But His grace is greater than all of that.
Thanks God.
You've given me more than comfort and surpassed what is ordinary...
You've given me a life I want to live for you no matter the discomfort.
For you, in you, anything is possible.
