Thursday, September 19, 2013

Your Love Oh Lord

Recently, I've been connecting with my friends a lot more.
I didn't realize how much I missed them... but it's been really nice to have them in my life again. They are such beautiful people.
I also didn't realize that I can be very selfish on the matter of friends. I have loads of friends and a lot of the time I complain about how I don't have any. In all honestly, I was just a bad friend in not connecting and retaining that relationship in the first place.
All in all, I complain too much and don't do enough of what I say I should do. This I've already come into an understanding of but that doesn't mean it should carry on.

The people in my life matter very much and I worry about them all the time but my actions do not speak louder than words and this is something I've really been trying to do better of.
I love the people in my life and they deserve to know that I do.
I regret not doing more, and I regret being selfish.
God has really placed on my heart to love more... to not just contain His love for me in myself. It's definitely not meant for just me.
I grew up not knowing really how to show it... but that doesn't mean God can't teach me.
I'm going to keep this in my prayer and try to do more... rather than just say I'll do it.