Saturday, February 11, 2012

God is Able

Your love has set 
The broken captives free 
Your love released the chains once binding me 
I'm found in grace In love's embrace 
My heart is overwhelmed


I can't stop thinking about what pastor keeps saying in service after worship on Sundays.
"If you say that you felt like you just didn't feel worship today or got anything from it... Well.. it's because you didn't put anything in to it."
It's so true. What you put in is what you get.
If your heart isn't in to worship God, of course you aren't going to get anything.
I ask myself frequently what am I doing with my life, and where I'm going with all this schooling that I'm doing. I honestly have no idea.
This week definitely wasn't the best.
I finally decided on majoring in accounting... but every time I get my test marks back it's like big blow. I feel like I honestly can't do this. It's taken me a year to figure out what I want to do and it feels like it's only getting harder. I can't stay a moment awake not thinking about school.
Yes, it won't be a big deal when I look back but I feel like this is a major decision I have to make, and I want it to be the right.
I have a hard time deciding on things because I want that outcome to be the right outcome...
After the whole car incident last week, I keep losing confidence on what I can do, and if I'm even doing anything right at all.
In one of the services pastor said that "if you don't know where you're going, any path will take you there".
Gah.. what am i even doing?
Worship today was a peace of mind that I really needed.
I want to lay every burden I have at your feet.

Family. School. Broken relationships. My future.
Right at the foot of the cross... I lay it all down.
It's Yours.

We walk on this narrow road 
Now restored as one we walk 
In Your hope 
And though 
Darkness fills our path 
Fear won't fix its hold on us 
For we know 
Love will shine before us on our path 
And guide our every step within the dark


Lord here we are with humbled hearts
To see your will be done
Let love shape us to Your own design
To bear our Maker's sign

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