Tuesday, September 04, 2007

First day...

Dang.. good thing no other grades were there today
it would have been intimidating.
Yes.. it was a very long day... for a short day....
I thought that it would be very hard to start school
without a lot of my close friends there...
but it wasn't like that.
It was just like any other day at school except with new people.
I had friends there.. maybe that's why.
In grade 9 at the beginning of the year, i had this flame that wanted
me to do really really well in school.
That worked out... til after half the year had past. And then i just
procrastinated... and depended on more and more people to help me
study for tests and do homework.
Now grade 10.. i have this flaming fire of... i dunno hahaha
i really want to do well in ib now that i'm in it....
i've decided that if i'm really going to drop ib.. it should be at the end of the year.
Ya....
I want to work hard... yet i have a fear of working hard... i don't have any idea why... but i do..
Yes..... the people at Diefenbaker seem nice...
and they all.. have confidence in making friends and such so easily
and.. i don't hahaha...
i've never had confidence in that area...
oh well...
it'll all be good..

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

that's right, it will be all good!
i thinnk tho, if you can do ib now, you should...it'll help later on...glad you had a decent first day, although today (weds) is the actual first day

God bless

YangersWorld said...

if you really want to drop..i think you should just drop to part time ib,..
Pray for Confidence and He will give you the Confidence=D

Geo said...

Don't let doubt and fear stop you from achieving your very best! Give it all to God and He will provide you with the strength, wisdom and guidance you require to get through this! And you will come out of this stronger because of the challenges that you choose to take on!! =)