I'll take you back always
And even when your fight is over now
He always takes me back..
And even when your fight is over now
He always takes me back..
Monday, March 12, 2012
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Words that You Say
Speak in this close communion
Though this hour seems timeless still
I wait for Your words that bid me come
Breathe in me, Holy Spirit
The will when my tomorrow comes
To follow when this song is gone
So I await the words that You say
I open my life
I am longing just to hear these words
That You say, that You say
Shape me with words of wisdom
Free my torn heart from this world
Renew my mind and form my will
Teach me to wholly offer
More than words that I can sing
So I become the song I bring
Can I be an instrument of praise
And here pursue Your heart
So my life will tell of who You are
Can I be a channel of Your love
A reflection of Your light
And live to bring You praise and serve You, Lord
Though this hour seems timeless still
I wait for Your words that bid me come
Breathe in me, Holy Spirit
The will when my tomorrow comes
To follow when this song is gone
So I await the words that You say
I open my life
I am longing just to hear these words
That You say, that You say
Shape me with words of wisdom
Free my torn heart from this world
Renew my mind and form my will
Teach me to wholly offer
More than words that I can sing
So I become the song I bring
Can I be an instrument of praise
And here pursue Your heart
So my life will tell of who You are
Can I be a channel of Your love
A reflection of Your light
And live to bring You praise and serve You, Lord
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Love Come to Life
I've been restless on the inside
Wondering about this heart of mine
I've been desperately trying to find
A way to prove that I'm still alive
Has the love I speak so loudly of quietly grown cold
Has my life been an empty voice?
What I say needs to be seen
I need to step out and make the choice
To let go of everything
Would you reignite this heart spark here in the dark?
Bring your love to life inside of me
Why don't you break my heart til it moves my hands and feet
For the hopeless and the broken
For the ones that don't know that you love them
Bring your love to life inside of me
A generation you're calling out
Living everything that we sing about
A revelation right here and now
Of love beyond a shadow of a doubt
Love that's greater than our own
Won't remain unknown, when you
Wondering about this heart of mine
I've been desperately trying to find
A way to prove that I'm still alive
Has the love I speak so loudly of quietly grown cold
Has my life been an empty voice?
What I say needs to be seen
I need to step out and make the choice
To let go of everything
Would you reignite this heart spark here in the dark?
Bring your love to life inside of me
Why don't you break my heart til it moves my hands and feet
For the hopeless and the broken
For the ones that don't know that you love them
Bring your love to life inside of me
A generation you're calling out
Living everything that we sing about
A revelation right here and now
Of love beyond a shadow of a doubt
Love that's greater than our own
Won't remain unknown, when you
Monday, February 20, 2012
Lord over everything, You are near
Jesus nothing compares to this grace that rescues me
Savior, now and forever Your face is all I need.
Now all I am I lay at Your feet
I'm humbled by the wonder of Your majesty
One thing I know, I find all I need...
In Your unending love.
This is one of my favorite pictures from Japan.
Enjoy!
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Saturday, February 11, 2012
God is Able
Your love has set
The broken captives free
Your love released the chains once binding me
I'm found in grace In love's embrace
My heart is overwhelmed
I can't stop thinking about what pastor keeps saying in service after worship on Sundays.
"If you say that you felt like you just didn't feel worship today or got anything from it... Well.. it's because you didn't put anything in to it."
It's so true. What you put in is what you get.
If your heart isn't in to worship God, of course you aren't going to get anything.
I ask myself frequently what am I doing with my life, and where I'm going with all this schooling that I'm doing. I honestly have no idea.
This week definitely wasn't the best.
I finally decided on majoring in accounting... but every time I get my test marks back it's like big blow. I feel like I honestly can't do this. It's taken me a year to figure out what I want to do and it feels like it's only getting harder. I can't stay a moment awake not thinking about school.
Yes, it won't be a big deal when I look back but I feel like this is a major decision I have to make, and I want it to be the right.
I have a hard time deciding on things because I want that outcome to be the right outcome...
After the whole car incident last week, I keep losing confidence on what I can do, and if I'm even doing anything right at all.
In one of the services pastor said that "if you don't know where you're going, any path will take you there".
Gah.. what am i even doing?
Worship today was a peace of mind that I really needed.
I want to lay every burden I have at your feet.
Family. School. Broken relationships. My future.
Right at the foot of the cross... I lay it all down.
It's Yours.
We walk on this narrow road
Now restored as one we walk
In Your hope
And though
Darkness fills our path
Fear won't fix its hold on us
For we know
Love will shine before us on our path
And guide our every step within the dark
Lord here we are with humbled hearts
To see your will be done
Let love shape us to Your own design
To bear our Maker's sign
The broken captives free
Your love released the chains once binding me
I'm found in grace In love's embrace
My heart is overwhelmed
I can't stop thinking about what pastor keeps saying in service after worship on Sundays.
"If you say that you felt like you just didn't feel worship today or got anything from it... Well.. it's because you didn't put anything in to it."
It's so true. What you put in is what you get.
If your heart isn't in to worship God, of course you aren't going to get anything.
I ask myself frequently what am I doing with my life, and where I'm going with all this schooling that I'm doing. I honestly have no idea.
This week definitely wasn't the best.
I finally decided on majoring in accounting... but every time I get my test marks back it's like big blow. I feel like I honestly can't do this. It's taken me a year to figure out what I want to do and it feels like it's only getting harder. I can't stay a moment awake not thinking about school.
Yes, it won't be a big deal when I look back but I feel like this is a major decision I have to make, and I want it to be the right.
I have a hard time deciding on things because I want that outcome to be the right outcome...
After the whole car incident last week, I keep losing confidence on what I can do, and if I'm even doing anything right at all.
In one of the services pastor said that "if you don't know where you're going, any path will take you there".
Gah.. what am i even doing?
Worship today was a peace of mind that I really needed.
I want to lay every burden I have at your feet.
Family. School. Broken relationships. My future.
Right at the foot of the cross... I lay it all down.
It's Yours.
We walk on this narrow road
Now restored as one we walk
In Your hope
And though
Darkness fills our path
Fear won't fix its hold on us
For we know
Love will shine before us on our path
And guide our every step within the dark
Lord here we are with humbled hearts
To see your will be done
Let love shape us to Your own design
To bear our Maker's sign
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Thursday, January 19, 2012
What's up 2012
It's the new year!! Not only that... it's the year the world is going to end because the Mayan calendar ends... ONLY TO START AGAIN! Bazinga!
I don't remember where I read about it but ya... I could be wrong.
Nonetheless... I hope you caught my bazinga. It was very important.
Like every year I wrote up my new years resolutions. SOME people are skeptical about new years resolutions saying only about 80% of those goals never get completed. And by all means, if new years resolutions aren't your thang... then... they aren't. These resolutions help me set goals that I would really like to achieve for myself.
My winter break trip was so amazing... for the most part it was because Japan was so awesome. I wanted to buy everything but thankfully and at the same time... not... a lot of the things were very expensive so that held back my spending. I loved the 5 level toy stores they had, everything was so cute and cool... actually.. they had 5 levels in most stores, except the floors were small.
I really liked the malls that they had and the arcades that were there. The games were actually win-able, which for me is enough to spend about 20+ CAD to play haha.
The food was so good!!! You must try the street vendors because for one thing.. it's clean!!!!!! Actually, that's the one and most important thing for me to try street food. (I had none in China or Hong Kong).
Even though the toilets were so clean, I refrained from using them as much as I could, I reaaaallly don't like public washrooms.
The bath house that we went to was honestly... so relaxing. I was alone for most of it and that was awesome. If you're at a bath house, go outside!!! I was really thankful to be in that beautiful country and it was just a good time to pray and to thank God for all the things He has provided in my life. That was probably the highlight of my trip.
I have to say my trip to China was not the greatest but it was still memorable. I don't think a lot of people from Calgary ever spend new years eve the way we did in China at the Canton Tower. There was singing, dancing and a lot of entertainment that I have only ever watched from on TV. It was a nice experience I didn't think I would ever get to encounter.
It's been a great start to the new year and I hope things do get better and my grades hold up.
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I don't remember where I read about it but ya... I could be wrong.
Nonetheless... I hope you caught my bazinga. It was very important.
Like every year I wrote up my new years resolutions. SOME people are skeptical about new years resolutions saying only about 80% of those goals never get completed. And by all means, if new years resolutions aren't your thang... then... they aren't. These resolutions help me set goals that I would really like to achieve for myself.
My winter break trip was so amazing... for the most part it was because Japan was so awesome. I wanted to buy everything but thankfully and at the same time... not... a lot of the things were very expensive so that held back my spending. I loved the 5 level toy stores they had, everything was so cute and cool... actually.. they had 5 levels in most stores, except the floors were small.
I really liked the malls that they had and the arcades that were there. The games were actually win-able, which for me is enough to spend about 20+ CAD to play haha.
The food was so good!!! You must try the street vendors because for one thing.. it's clean!!!!!! Actually, that's the one and most important thing for me to try street food. (I had none in China or Hong Kong).
Even though the toilets were so clean, I refrained from using them as much as I could, I reaaaallly don't like public washrooms.
The bath house that we went to was honestly... so relaxing. I was alone for most of it and that was awesome. If you're at a bath house, go outside!!! I was really thankful to be in that beautiful country and it was just a good time to pray and to thank God for all the things He has provided in my life. That was probably the highlight of my trip.
I have to say my trip to China was not the greatest but it was still memorable. I don't think a lot of people from Calgary ever spend new years eve the way we did in China at the Canton Tower. There was singing, dancing and a lot of entertainment that I have only ever watched from on TV. It was a nice experience I didn't think I would ever get to encounter.
It's been a great start to the new year and I hope things do get better and my grades hold up.
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Friday, December 16, 2011
Pink Lemonade
What's the last thing I'm going to think about tonight?
It would have been stratigraphy and plate tectonics, Lyell, Sir William Smith and De Buffon... if I didn't have to do my essay...
What's my essay on?
Death and the underworld.
Yaay.....
AHH DAAANAAAA, FOCUS ALREADY!!
It would have been stratigraphy and plate tectonics, Lyell, Sir William Smith and De Buffon... if I didn't have to do my essay...
What's my essay on?
Death and the underworld.
Yaay.....
AHH DAAANAAAA, FOCUS ALREADY!!
Saturday, December 10, 2011
It's that time of year...
You know what the best part about going into finals is?
Knowing that even if you fail the test, you'll pass the course.
I just spent a few minutes of my time to calculate the approximate grade I would get depending on my finals test mark. Of course it would be best not to fail the test at all... I needed a little boost before I could continue studying. Everything keeps going over my head as I read. So far, reading has done me well, I really wish that my classes had more calculations involved with the material. Math makes everything better.
Oh... how I miss math....
It was the one course I did well on. Everything was so straightforward. There's only one answer no matter how you do the question, and if you did a lot of practice questions over and over again, a good grade was in prospective.
Math.... <3
Knowing that even if you fail the test, you'll pass the course.
I just spent a few minutes of my time to calculate the approximate grade I would get depending on my finals test mark. Of course it would be best not to fail the test at all... I needed a little boost before I could continue studying. Everything keeps going over my head as I read. So far, reading has done me well, I really wish that my classes had more calculations involved with the material. Math makes everything better.
Oh... how I miss math....
It was the one course I did well on. Everything was so straightforward. There's only one answer no matter how you do the question, and if you did a lot of practice questions over and over again, a good grade was in prospective.
Math.... <3
Friday, December 09, 2011
Sunday, December 04, 2011
Tumblr
Tumblr me: http://chiibee-rawr.tumblr.com/
I haven't actually written anything on it...
I just like to reblog some of the things that I come across.
I haven't actually written anything on it...
I just like to reblog some of the things that I come across.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Jayesslee
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
I dare you to move
I love Jayesslee so much =)
The two of them together make music sound so extraordinary.
I bet it has something with twin power.
They made this song sound so much better than the original... There's nothing wrong with Switchfoot, I just really really love Jaylesslee.
Maybe it's the way they present themselves through youtube, but I honestly admire their personalities. The traits that they have make me wish I could be just like them.
I really hope I will get to meet them or hear them sing live one day =D
I'm working on a project right now for one of my classes and for the very first time.. I'm the one carrying out most of the work. Usually it's the other way around so I don't mind very much. It would just be a lot more easier if the rest of my group (aside from the one) could carry out their share.
I don't know what it is about school, but it really drags me down, and I hardly ever see my friends... or anyone as a matter of fact... It's gettin pretty lonely here in the Uni. I really hope things pick up...
I'm not feeling as stressed but at the same time finals are drawing closer and closer. I still have so much that i need to get started on. Things like two giant papers coming up, a bunch of finals I need to start early to study for and getting my crap together. All in all... what I really want is to take a breather from school. It almost feels like suffocation. It always seems like I have to be thinking about something related to school and if any deadlines are coming up. All of this is taking a toll on my relationships and my sanity. I feel like i'm going crazy.
And... To whoever is reading this, I'm really asking for prayer. Prayer to help me keep God first, to lean on Him, to keep me sane for school, and to pass this semester's courses. I don't want to fail anymore classes, nor do I want any more bad grades. I don't think my GPA can stand it >_>
So.. I'll thank you in advance =)
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
I dare you to move
I love Jayesslee so much =)
The two of them together make music sound so extraordinary.
I bet it has something with twin power.
They made this song sound so much better than the original... There's nothing wrong with Switchfoot, I just really really love Jaylesslee.
Maybe it's the way they present themselves through youtube, but I honestly admire their personalities. The traits that they have make me wish I could be just like them.
I really hope I will get to meet them or hear them sing live one day =D
I'm working on a project right now for one of my classes and for the very first time.. I'm the one carrying out most of the work. Usually it's the other way around so I don't mind very much. It would just be a lot more easier if the rest of my group (aside from the one) could carry out their share.
I don't know what it is about school, but it really drags me down, and I hardly ever see my friends... or anyone as a matter of fact... It's gettin pretty lonely here in the Uni. I really hope things pick up...
I'm not feeling as stressed but at the same time finals are drawing closer and closer. I still have so much that i need to get started on. Things like two giant papers coming up, a bunch of finals I need to start early to study for and getting my crap together. All in all... what I really want is to take a breather from school. It almost feels like suffocation. It always seems like I have to be thinking about something related to school and if any deadlines are coming up. All of this is taking a toll on my relationships and my sanity. I feel like i'm going crazy.
And... To whoever is reading this, I'm really asking for prayer. Prayer to help me keep God first, to lean on Him, to keep me sane for school, and to pass this semester's courses. I don't want to fail anymore classes, nor do I want any more bad grades. I don't think my GPA can stand it >_>
So.. I'll thank you in advance =)
Thursday, November 10, 2011
TBBT
Dear Sheldon,
After last week's episode I wasn't sure if I could see you the same anymore...
But you proved yourself this week to be the weird man who has no affections for anything other than cats and now birds.
The flame of love for Big Bang has restarted and burning brightly <3
That was a great episode =)
After last week's episode I wasn't sure if I could see you the same anymore...
But you proved yourself this week to be the weird man who has no affections for anything other than cats and now birds.
The flame of love for Big Bang has restarted and burning brightly <3
That was a great episode =)
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Madara
I don't like where the story of Naruto is headed. It's getting pretty dark and I don't like that. And tell me why its the old people that die in such a sad way.... it makes me very sad inside. Dead people coming back alive is not fun times.
I couldn't continue reading D. Grayman because it creeps me out, Death Note was on the verge of doing too and I would really like to stop pick up dark and creepy edged manga to read.
However, I did start reading One Piece and it's actually super good! I recommend it that people start reading if you haven't already... I'm hundreds of chapters away from catching up but that just means I have less cliff hangers to go through.
And noooow... It's time to ramble about school.
I just had my OPMA midterm... and despite everyone telling me it's an easy class... anything that involves memorizing business terms deters me from doing any studying.... and there I was... in my exam without a clue of any of the answers =(
Studying at school helped a lot than studying at home. I have come to the conclusion that studying with people helps me do what I need to. Studying by myself is a big no no. I'm glad I found this out before I'm kicked out of school.
Anyways, that is all.
BYE NOW!
I couldn't continue reading D. Grayman because it creeps me out, Death Note was on the verge of doing too and I would really like to stop pick up dark and creepy edged manga to read.
However, I did start reading One Piece and it's actually super good! I recommend it that people start reading if you haven't already... I'm hundreds of chapters away from catching up but that just means I have less cliff hangers to go through.
And noooow... It's time to ramble about school.
I just had my OPMA midterm... and despite everyone telling me it's an easy class... anything that involves memorizing business terms deters me from doing any studying.... and there I was... in my exam without a clue of any of the answers =(
Studying at school helped a lot than studying at home. I have come to the conclusion that studying with people helps me do what I need to. Studying by myself is a big no no. I'm glad I found this out before I'm kicked out of school.
Anyways, that is all.
BYE NOW!
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